WOW!! It has been awhile since my last post. I’m not sure if I even posted in November at all. (Thinking.) I don’t know Chile, eitha way I’m here now! So, how are you? How have you been??
Chile some of everything is happening around here! Most days it ain’t even enough hours in the day fuh me. But I won’t complain! I’m thankful. I’m grateful and looking forward to some exciting thangs. #isthisreallyhappening
These days I’ve been allowing my mind to just be. Ya know. I wanna enjoy the moment. I want to feel and experience my life. Life is forever changing and I don’t want to look back at my life as I get older (I pray) and not remember the most important thangs that I used to ova look. I pray I never forget the many blessings I have received. Even in the daily chaos of being a mom, wife, and me! I’m just so thankful that God continues to come through, even when I don’t deserve it. God is so good.
I know some of you are like, April where you been?! I know. But in all truth I’ve been up in the house, in a place of stillness. I’m enjoying the quiet. The calmness. The boundaries I have set. (2020 has been a different year. Rough for air of people. But 2020 has been a year of immense growth for me in many areas.) The peace of mind I have from just simply allowing thangs to just be. I trust God. I trust His timing. I trust His process. I’m sure I’ve mentioned before. But I’m so ova time, and age, and allowing those two thangs to affect my thoughts of all the thangs I want to achieve that I haven’t yet. I now focus on how far I’ve come in so many other areas that I once wondered ‘what if ‘ and I’m living it now. I know that the same God that did it then will do it again. I know that. And I’m excited about it. So with clarity, I just remain still. I’m really enjoying being a wife and mommy. I love being a stay at home mom with my girls (house CEO) and working on my personal growth. Whether it be physically working out, reading, writing, praying, worshipping, whateva. I also had the feelings of, well they’re doing this, and they’re doing that. And then I would look at myself and be like, well what am I doing? Chile paaaalease (please!) Why would I eva water myself down like that. (Thank God for growth and change!) I’m enjoying life. I’ve also learned that just because you have a lot going on, doesn’t mean you’re doing something. It’s a lot of people running in place Chile. Do you! Whateva I choose to do these days has reason. My reasoning. Gods reasoning. I no longer do what makes sense to other people. I do what God has for me.
So yeah, I just wanted to come by before the year ended. I wanted to be sure I came by to wish you a joyous, peaceful, determined, consistent, healthy, happy New Year!!